"Romantically she decided to herself that love must surely reside in the gap between desire and fulfillment, in the lack, not the contentment. Love was the ache, the anticipation, the retreat, everything around it but the emotion itself..."

All good and bad may be true in the heart but it is proven in the action.

God I'm sorry for allowing you to move in my heart but never in my actions.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,
and allow Me to bless you with the most thrilling plan existing,
one that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the best.
Please allow Me to bring it to you.

Just keep watching Me.
Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM.
Keep listening and learning the things I tell you.
Just wait, that's all.

Do not be anxious, do not worry, do not fear.
Do not look around at all the things others have received
or that I have given them.
Do not look at the things you want.
Just keep looking off and away up to Me
or you will miss what I have to show you.